Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Throwing in the towel

Seriously, I am so over dieting. It is making me angry and I don't want to be angry. I lost a big fat 0 this week and I'm seriously pissed about it. I hate that I'm fat. I hate that I've lost nearly 30 pounds and I'm still fat. I have no body but myself to make me lose this weight. I have 3 little kids that need my constant attention all day long and the last thing I want to do at the end of the day is 60 minutes on the elliptical. I HATE watching what I eat and not being able to go up to the fridge on a bad day and eat what I want. I'm seriously thinking that this is my permanent weight forever.

3 comments:

  1. Whatever you do, do not give up! You have come so far so don't stop yet! That being said I know exactly what you mean about not wanting to workout and being able to eat whatever I want without worrying about it ruining my points! But then I remember that is why I have to work so hard now! I only lost one pound this week so I was bummed but I am trying to remind myself that I didn't gain. My BMI is finally in the 26 range so I am making progress I just wish it was faster and easier! My sister who weighs 100lbs on a heavy day is coming Thurs and I really wanted to be smaller by then because she is a fantastic photographer and will be doing our family picture. Oh well, I know I am trying and that is all I can do and all YOU can do! You are amazing and my absolute inspiration so keep going girl!!

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  2. You have lost 30lbs, that is such a big deal. After a while you hit a plateau. Don't give up you are doing awesome, you will get through it. I know it must be hard, especially with three little ones.

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  3. Dont give up..There will be weeks that dont go as well as others. You have done great so far and if you keep at it the pounds will continue to come off. Maybe not as fast as in the beginning. We are all proud of your progress.

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